March 20th, 2026, posted in Uncategorized

this post is probably going to trigger the hell out of you if you are totally triggered and defensive.. you may find thats because you’re addicted. we wonder why there is so much horror in the world, why people can do such awful things to each other.. but you forget that the fucking TV is making normal!
… ‘ i don’t watch TV its began to tail off 10 years ago when i relaised it had a hold on me.. , and within the past 5 years the only thing i can watch is a nice movie – but mainly people have to really bug me to watch a movie. the more time i that has passed between me and that box THE MORE I HAVE COME BACK TO MY TRUE SELF – the self that is horrified by the any sort or violence, bitching, general shitty human behaviors – even a slap around the face in some shitty drama is PROGRAMMING YOU AND YOUR KIDS INTO A REALITY THAT IS DESIGNED TO PROGRAMME PEOPLE INTO EXCITING YOUR OWN LIFE AND INTO SOMETHING ELSE
i just heard the TV in the back ground for 2 mins (hary has a hangover so its on!!) when i walked it made my entire body raise with adrenalin and feel sick.. just a girl screaming in a possible rape scene.. nothing really in this day and age just game of throans that everyone keeps telling me i should wach… ERM!!!! .. all pretty ‘ normal’
this is not life, it doesnt have to be a fucking drama, I dont need that fear programmed into me, i dont need to normalise that stuff and i dont want my fucking kids to thing that is normal .. THE WHOLE WORLD IS ADDICTED TO THE NEWS AND THE TV… AND THEY WONDER WHY THEY ARE MISERABLE!
get a life.. turn that shit off… stop running away from yourself, stop running away … rant over for now!
CHOSE LIFE