FOLLOWING ON FROM http://havingcakeandeatingit.com/2013/02/12/celestial-buzz-part-1/
The energy around me we beautiful it seemed the whole of London could feel the lift – just peace everywhere. (in my world anyway – I could only see goodness)
The walk to the float tank was stunning . I sat in the sun and checked my Facebook I pick up a message from my best friend in Oz – I was just thinking about her!!! Today’s format is a tradition that used to be ‘our day’ (float tank, walk along the river, coffee, lunch, bubbles) in all these years we have done this, no matter what month the day brings bright blue skies! – BLUE SKIES AND WINTER SUN – THANK YOU UNIVERSE FOR ALWAYS ALWAYS BRINGING THIS.
Smiling at the world and everyone who walks past – tears in my eyes are still stinging
The Float was wonderful, after years of practice i know the patterns its amazing how i have no tension in my next these days and so it never hurts. I knew i was trying to force the feelings of earlier and i just had to surrender to the moment. I chilled and wound down from the celestial buzz – as i my body was clearing through blockages my body would shake me out of consciousnesses and a wave of anxiety and fear would wash over me, but i understood this and could see it, feel it and heal it. I was in and out of consciousness my body resists the next level of consciousnesses occasionally, but it was still and peaceful. Oddly enough out of nowhere came visions of a large house – i realized that i really haven’t given houses much though these days – 6 months ago it was all i was chasing – now i just look for peace and the moment – so it was a surprised to see the wall of a big drive, a glass entrance and a large living room with a view.. i tried not to push the visions so they didn’t become too ‘mind and ego inflated. .
throughout the rest of the float there were messages in the dark but i couldn’t understand them or hear them – they were coming from a frequency between the 2 frequencies i was flitting between – i have had this for the past few nights before i fall asleep.
Towards the end Gabrielle came to me, the light washed over my eyes and he told me my eyes were now blessed and I will only see the world with truth and pure understanding
Me and Emma grab coffee, i flash a beaming smile at the guy who serves us and he just melts – its too cute and he genuinely tells us to have a great day. walking in the sun along the river we chat and enjoy each others company. I’ve known Emma for 15 years.. we’re like 2 old women now!!! Lunch at our usual Canteen on the south bank and a glass of wine. bliss and joy.
we say our goodbyes and she heads off to London bridge. I sense her peace and joy and sense she is looking forward to walking back along the river on her own and getting more out of the day
Walk back to Charring Cross – i think about crossing the bridge with no sandy, this was always the perfect photo time where we gush at each other and feel utter peace and love. i’m fiddling with my music and its not working. I am aware to stop and forget the music and be in the moment … and then it hits me – i look up and see people walking along the bridge and the flashbacks of the reiki session with Donna where i am walking along the bridge but i don’t know where its going and then i start thinking and have an anxiety and then i’m pinged back to the start of the bridge and something says ‘ try again’. But here and now in the real moment – i am walking and with each step i realize i am coming to the last part of the bridge and now i understand it all – because with each step i am one step closer to the awakening.. enlightenment, peace, understanding – the universe – the great path. I pass A homeless man and pop some money in his pot – he blesses me
I start crying and my music comes on and then skips a song to Xavier Rudd – Follow The Sun
I am awake, I cry , I am peace , I am free
The journey home was lovely, the tain is waiting for me at the station, on the closest platform with 2 minutes to go, i sit down and the train moves.. i begin to journal
when we get to Gerrards Cross the sunlight catches my eyes – and then i have this HUGE sense of a rainbow being close by – i start looking and sure enough there over the other side of the carriage is the corner of a rainbow – its so unreal and so spiritual and i’m not in the least surprised (rainbows are my signs – i manifest them often and ‘sense them’)
i start taking photos and the lady opposite laughs and i explain to her i’m obsessed with rainbows- she said he;s not even noticed it!
He kids thought I was mad but they soon joined in the photo taking … I didn’t get a good one but here is the moment 🙂
Harry collects me and we head to Abby and Chris for dinner, the kids play and i tell Abby about my day!
I get home bath kids, and i’m washing their hair harry is stood behind me stroking my hair – he just loves me so much. he tells me later as i’m putting the clothes away telling him about my way ‘ you’re really special lou – and not in a weird way – but in a really special way’ i know this comes from his love of me, but also his trust in my awakening.
Input the kids to bed and do reiki on them again lying on the floor the star light is projects onto the disco ball and the ceiling dances with stars – I know that I am going to do this more with them – what wonderful bonding and magical memories.
Arabella wakes after – crying for reiki – she’s not feeling well.