You know that feeling when you feel like you’re being judged by someone who is challenging your ways, maybe you know what its like when someone challenges the way you live, your values, your choices, the way you bring your kids up, the way you give or don’t give to society… your mother may judge you for the woman you married, or you best friend may judge you for how much you spent on a handbag, maybe your friend judges you because you drink wine every night, or your goody-two-shoes sister judges you because you feed your kids turkey twizlers and eat out at mcdonalds …. or maybe you work too hard and dont see your kids.. whatever it is.. there is always
Maybe your dad questions how much you drink.. and it makes you want to drink more, or maybe your
I used to smoke so many marlbough lights that i once read in a student magazine at uni that I actually spent my entire student loans on smoking… of course even when i knew that at 19 years old i justified it, made a joke out of it, even wore it at a badge of coolness.. i liked smoking, it was a part of me.. it was who i was, it was sociable, it chilled me out.. and all my friends smoked it just was what i was..
I used to drink so much booze that I found myself most weekends puking into a toilet and sleeping away weekend after weekend… but i justified it.. i was having a great time, and i was pissed off with anyone who would challenge me.
I used to take drugs.. the sort that made me love the world so much.. and if anyone who didn’t understand this and challenged me i would get pissed off.. they have no idea what it was like, their judgments made me think they were just borning fuckers who didnt understand it.. not my people, not my people!
These addictions, these way of beings.. we will justfy untill one day we wake up … if ever and see, how much is destryed us.. if life dealt us a limited amount o points… we would have realsied we spent most of them on fucking ourselvs up and justifying it because we didnt know any better….
Its happened to you already, if you’re
YOU are being totally fooled. and thoes who do nIts hard when you see someone you love adicted to something that is ruining your soul… i dont know if you’ve eber had that moment when you apprach somone you love and say… can’t you see, this *in