Last night in my dreams there where humming birds flying all around me, they were coming right to my face as I was stood in a tree, it was magical. I wasn’t sure if I was dreaming or not. I love those kind of dreams…
Today was a call back to my path, because I’ve seen jaguars all day everywhere I look, a reminder of what is ahead of me in 4 weeks time ….SHIT!!!
I’ve been in a bit of denial about it, I’ve not really allowed myself to feel what really is going to happen, because when i do, I FEEL BLUGH! …so I put it in a box until it says ‘Time to go Lou’!!!! Probably when I’m packing my rucksack!
I feel a huge amount of curiosity, what was it that has called me to Peru? Along with excitement, because deep down I do know I am protected by something really divine and lovely, but right now LOTS OF NERVS!!! UGH!!
I actually feel like i have about 1000 hummingbirds flying about my tummy when i think about leaving my home!!!!! The thought of leaving my family, not having harry there to protect me and of course the thought of the girls missing me or needing me.. meh, blugh, agh!!!
BUT.
Connie said to me ‘Mummy, I KNOW you have to go because the universe wants to you there, the mountains called and so i KNOW you’re going to be ok and safe and i wont worry, and when i miss you i’ll just send you reiki and you send it to us when you miss us’ OH MAN I LOVE MY GIRLS!!
In all honesty, the rivers of infinite belief run though me, i know i know i know all will be well, I know family and I are protected, But there is no doubt, being this far from my family is going to be a huge challenge.
… but when I hear the call… like the hummingbird, I have to say yes!